Tuesday, April 30, 2019

A TALE OF TWO COAL FIRES


Christ is Risen! Indeed He is Risen!
Risen Lord appearing to disciples at Sea of Tiberias

The Holy Gospel reading for the first Sunday after New Sunday is from St John 21: 1-14. The passage is immensely rich in imagery, metaphors and learning. It is difficult to combine all the devotional thoughts about this passage in a single blog.

The Gospel of St John Chapter 21 contains an account of the Risen Christ’s third appearance to the disciples in Galilee (Sea of Tiberias), miraculous catch of 153 fish, the confirmation of St. Peter's love for Jesus, a foretelling of St. Peter's death in old age, and a comment about the beloved disciple's future.

If I would have to name a protagonist (among the apostles) in this passage, among the apostles, that would be St Peter (and to some extent St. John). However, St Peter's life and ministry that we encountered in the Holy Gospels doesn’t mirror exactly what our view of superheroes and heroes are,- such superheroes whose clothes make fashion statements, who have no weaknesses, need no help from others, are out there to save the world singlehandedly. In contrast, our ‘hero’ is a simple fisherman, one who zealously loved his Master but at the crucial moment, fearing for his safety and in his weakness, he denied knowing Jesus Christ.

We may not really ascribe the below passage with great importance and this is stated after the verses wherein Peter denies Christ the first time:

 “Now the servants and officers who had made a fire of coals stood there, for it was cold, and they warmed themselves. And Peter stood with them and warmed himself.” (St John 18:18; NKJV).

Now read verses 9 of the Gospel portion for the coming Sunday:

“Then, as soon as they had come to land, they saw a fire of coals there, and fish laid on it, and bread.” (St John 21:9; NKJV). (Emphasis mine)

As the disciples, after instructed by our Lord to cast the net on the right side and having caught multitude of fish, were coming ashore; they saw fire of coals there with fish laid on it and bread.
Verses 15 onward we note our Lord asking Simon Peter three time whether he loves Him. The sight and smell of the coal fires as well as the three questions would have brought bitter memories of denial in St Peter’s memory.

Both St. Peter and Lord Jesus Christ were present in both ‘settings of the coal fire.’

  • -      The first one was lit by officers who wanted to do away with Christ and the second was lit by Christ Himself.
  • -   The first was lit when Jesus was undergoing the Trial and the second after He conquered the death (which the officers hoped to give Him after the trial).
  • -    In the presence of the ‘worldly’ fire lit by the officers and servants, Peter denied Christ three times. In the presence of the fire lit by Christ, Peter affirmed his love for the Lord three times and was reinstated back to the apostolic fold.
  • -    In the warmth of the ‘worldly’ fire lit by the officers and servants, Peter tried to protect himself from the cold but in his heart, he received no comfort. In the presence of the fire lit by Christ, Peter received food for nourishment of his body (fish and bread), nourishment and comfort for his soul (forgiveness) and a commandment to tend and feed the lambs and sheep of Christ.

-      In our spiritual journey, we also would have had the ‘coal fire’ moment which Peter encountered. In our weaknesses, we would have faltered. What is striking in the above Gospel verses is that Jesus not only forgives, but He also strengthens Peter to overcome his shame and guilt and renew himself for the tasks ahead. In few weeks, when we celebrate the Feast of Pentecost, we will  remember the bold leader St Peter who talked about Christ to others. A bold leader- restored and transformed by grace and the love of our Lord. As they teach in monasteries, when you fall-rise again!

St Isaac the Syrian presents a beautiful thought and prayer about repentance: 

"It is You who grant repentance and a sorrowing heart to the sinner who repents; in this way You ease his heart of the weight of the sin that is laid upon it, thanks to the comfort which comes from the sorrowing and the gift of tears” (Hilarion Alfeyev, The Spiritual World of Isaac the Syrian, Kentucky, Cistercian Publications, 2000, Pg-129)

‘O Apostles and holy fathers pray for us weak and sinful beings, that the grace of our Lord may manifest in us as it happened in Peter and that we may truly rejoice from our hearts in this season of Resurrection.’

In Christ,
Rincy


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